Here!!! A new Nail Art Tutorial (★‿‿★ *)

It's been.... over 3 months I think?, since I last uploaded an actual tutorial... So sorry you all!!!

I'm still without my HD camera charger, and the other one I have, although it manages, it's not as great........ °(ಗдಗ。)°.
Meaning, recording with it will be mostly for reviews and vlogs (if you watch my latest review, you'll understand why).

It's not that it's bad quality or something... It's just that it ain't that great for close ups, and I can't see what I'm filming because I don't have a monitor facing me, like the other has... °(ಗдಗ。)°. I want my chargerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Anyhow!!! Enjoy!!!

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Hey everyone!

Today I will just be splurring out some random stuff, because I'm bored, unemployed, and have been spending way too much time alone at home, because I'm in a country where I don't know anyone, I barely speak the main language (French), and I'm just depressed because getting a job here isn't as easy as I thought at first...

So today my day has started as normal as usual... get up at 10a.m. (yeah I'm not exactly an early morning person), fed my cat, got my breakfast, and have been in front of my PC cleaning my Facebook and YouTube... What I mean with cleaning is that I'm just simply and plainly removing people I don't know at all (from my FB), remove the "like" (FB) from pages that I don't even know WHY I liked it in the first place...and unsubscribe channels that do not interest me anymore...
I know for some this may sound a lot of work, and to other it can be disrespectful to the people that I'm unsubscribing,"unfriend" on facebook, and dislike the pages. But seriously... Why should I have my feed stuck up with stuff I don't want to see? I've been getting my feed (both in FB and YT) with more than 80% of stuff that do not interest me at all... And the stuff that interest me sometimes doesn't come up in the feed because of the rest that is in there (I seriously do not understand what FB and YT have done to make this happen, but a lot of pages in FB and Gurus in YT say that most of their subscribers (around 90-95%) receive the notification of their uploads... Which is a huge bum... I mean... We subscribe and like because we like that channel, so why did FB and YT decide that only 5% of the subscribers will get the news while the rest get to stay in the dark, waiting for the new uploads???? It's a huge mess these two (FB and YT) have cause here... I find myself being one of the 90-95% of people that do not get every new upload when it's uploaded in some channels and pages... I fnd myself in the obligation of GOING to the channel/page just to see if there's something new...
And another thing about Youtube, and this I don't know if it's happening to everyone or not, is that when I go to someone's channel (no matter who it is, because it's the majority of the +100 channels that I'm following) only SOME of their uploads will be there... For example, the other day I was searching for a speciffic video of a Guru, that I KNEW she would still have it, because it was the BEST video she produced so far, and I could no find it on her channel!!! But if I made the search for it on the YouTube search bar, it would appear, and YES under her channel name... but if I searched in HER channel (in the actual search bar) it would not appear... i mean... WTH is going on?!?!?!?! This pisses me off so much!!!!

Another thing that has been pissing me off is that I've tried to open an AdSense account to this blog or for my YouTube account, and it has been disaproved because they say the link is not working, and in the e-mail where they say that, they say to solve the problem before I resubmit the application... So I sign in to repeat the steps... and when I TRY to change the link...SURPRISE!!!! You cannot change the link, because there's NO WAY TO FREAKIN' DO IT!!!! And the best part is yet to come!!!! There's no contact info to contact the staff for help! only the troubleshoot that is a good for nothing, because they do not mention the problem I'm having ANYWHERE! And in the forum, where people try to help each other out (since the Google staff could not give a crap about their users' problems) the only answer I got was that I needed to create another google account and then apply with that new google account... The problem IS that when I did that, and tried to do the application (first for YT then for Blogger) I got the notification (not allowing to proceed with it) that if I wanted an AdSense account for YT/Blogger that I should apply for it directly from their servers (YT/Blogger). And I thought...ok, since this is a new Google Account, I'll need to try and change my e-mail on YT and Blogger to make this work....... and GUESS WHAT?!?!? There's no way i can do that!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (rage laugh) I cannot change the URL in the first application I did, and I cannot ask for an AdSense account to another Google account and try to connect it to this blog or to my channel because I have to make the appplication directly from the servers... and both my YT channel and this Blog are connected to my Google Account that wasn't approved due to some error in th URL, that I'm not allowed to change for some reason that I'm not aware of... (if some of you guys know how to go around this problem, PLEASE do tell me how, because I'm freaking out with this...).

So yeah... that sums it up....
I'll go back to what I was doing....
XoXo!!!

Latest works

So I've been lacking with some photos here of my works. So here are some of my latest works.

I need to REALLY finish the loads of video tutorials I have saved that just need the voice over... -_-

And there are many more on my Glitzy Nails Facebook Page, check it out, Like and Share my page :D

Plastic Surgery controversy

This subject affects mostly famous and popular people, and in here I will refer to three girls, two of them are Youtube Makeup gurus (one I think didn't submit to cirgury, but people say she does... which, seriously...why do they care???) and one of the most famous blogger. I'm talking about Xiaxue (Wendy, she submited to some plastic surgeries to alter her nose and her eyes if I'm not mistaken), JLovesMac1 (Jarmaine, she did breast augmentation) and Michelle Phan (now, here I think this ain't true... and even if it is, she looks gorgeous. People say she did something to her chin... I personally think she just got thinner and her makeup skills help a lot... although it does look longer).

The point I'm trying to make here is... I really couldn't care less... I mean... It's THEIR body, their life and money. They show themselves to us, they inspire us to be pretty and to be ourselves. Being ourselves doesn't always and just mean to never change something about you. It means that if you FEEL that you can improve something about you (may it be your nose, eyes, breasts, butt, legs, weight, hair color, etc..) and if you can do it, DO IT! I'm a supporter of change when it's about feeling good with ourselves. If you change because people say you should change, then I do not approve. I've done that my whole life... I've molded myself to the patterns that people made out of me... People around me want me to be fully natural and just accept what life gives me... Well, to me, life is about accepting what we get indeed, but also make something out of that that will please us. I recently started changing my nails to a style that most people think it's ugly or witch like, and I don't care. There are people who hate it and are mean and unpleasant about it, and there are the curious people that I actually find funny, and the people like me that LOVE these nails, but for some reason don't do them themselves... Then I started tattooing my body to my liking. I made a design of two wings I wanted to tattoo on my shoulder blades when I was 16, but I never got either the money or the guts to do them... And this past January I found the money and the guts, and a really good friend of mine to do them. She nailed them just like I wanted them! Then I started my second and third tatoo this month. The third tattoo that was a really small one is already finished, and the other is still in process. I'm doing this because I want it, and because I love how I feel with these changes. I feel like myself now... And THEN I dyed my deep dark brown hair into a baby pink color. I feel like a doll! I feel like myself...
And let me tell you... If I had the money like Michelle, Jarmaine and Wendy to make some plastic surgery on my, I would do it! I would change my nose (make it smaller and with a nice cute curved bridge instead of the crooked one that I have), I would change probably my maxillar bones to be more slender and feminine, and would shorten my chin a bit. And I would definetly alter my body slightly.
All this rambling for what? Simply for the fact that I don't get WHY people get so upset if Youtube Gurus, Bloggers, famous people get plastic surgery... We use makeup to enhance natural beauty and also to hide things we dislike about ourselves...
Altering how we look like comes from WAY back before us... Remember the Victorian dresses? They reshapped women's figure completely, they would shave their heads to wear silly white wigs! They would pamper their faces white! Even men did that!!! I mean... It's natural human behaviour to want to look nice, to look to certain standards...
Some people want to look like models... Other people want to look like dolls... Let them BE! It's WHO they are!!!!
Why get so upset about that? Why rage about it and attack or mock or even bully because of that! Everyone's different. We're individuals. We're FREE! Free to do what we want with ourselves. If it does not affect your life, why bother getting angry about it??? Seriously...
I just don't get it... -_-

Lack of work...don't you just hate it?

I mean, if you have a contract with someone and you get to receive your payment with or without work to do, it may be fine... boring but fine... Now when you work by self employment like I do (I'm a Nail Tech/Stylist and Makeup Artist) it's a whole different story...
Especially when throughout your years of work, most people you've co-worked with made your life a living hell, made you lose clients, money... I mean... It's not easy like this... Through these past 3 years and a half that I've been working as a self employed Nail Tech and Makeup Artist in salons getting paid by commission, I've crossed some salons where I just could nt fit in... For some reason, even though my work was good, no client would complain (on the contrary, they would compliment my work), the owners would want a higher percentage from my work, while I gave my time, fuel and my equipment and products. I gave them a 30% of my total income each day, without them doing NOTHING. Meaning, that while I worked and they didn't, they still would get 30% of what I got... and they wanted 50%!!! Like, HELL NO! You want that, you PAY the products, you get the equipment for me to work with... If you don't accept that, then it's 30% and I'm doing you a favour!
Then when I finally found a nice place, it shut down due to lack of clients...
THEN I went out of city, by my own cost, to a company that promised good income, a contract and commissions over the contract, and after almost a month (where I spent all my money on transports and food, and luckily I had a friend that let me stay at her house), they just gave me the commissions, and no other help, nor the contract they said they would give me... and let me tell you... I received two day commissions... Meaning, I spent more than the double than the income I got... And when I confronted them, they argued I was a horrible professional and got me off of the boat... This taught me to never EVER trust anyone...
Recently I found a salon at my hometown that accepted my requirements of work, but even though it's well situated, it seems that the finance crisis is really bad around here, because I have close to no clients.. So Im here, at the salon I've been for the past week and a couple days, doing this blog post, because, REALLY, I have nothing else better to do here...
Also I made a promotion sale of my work, doing the 1st aplication with extentions for the price of the maintenance (meaning that instead of making the nails for the minimum of 35€ I'm doing them for 15€... less than half of the price. I know I'm losing a hell load of money for a lot of work, but I'm hoping this will call the clients eyes). And still... no clients... -_-' This is sad, frustrating...and boring as hell... (I've been say "hell" a lot on this post... damn I'm frustrated...)

The other thing that is also getting me frustrated is that a friend of mine that hasn't seen me in almost a year, told me I'm too fat... -_- Now I'm frustrated... Like, yes, I know I'm 10kg heavier than I should... And yes, I know I need to workout and eat healthy... I started with the healthy eating already... I just need to feel the strengh in me to start the workouts... And I should walk more, and leave the car on it's place... I know, I know... I'm actually VERY lazy, and I shouldn't be... I WILL workout, just dunno when, but hopefully it will be soon enough ^^; hopefully... ^^;
Right now, due to my tattoo on my tighs I can't force my leg too much (besides the pain of stretching the skin, it can damage the tattoo and the skin), but in a week, I think, I'll be ready to do normal exercise with no pain, and without damaging either the skin nor the tattoo.

God damnit... I really got to put myself together and workout like a beast if I want to look like a beauty. I was never skinny to begin with, although I always envied my skinny perfect friends... And GOD how I hated when they would go like: "I'm so fat..." or "I'm so ugly..." in front of me. Seriously!!! You want/need people to tell you you're pretty and skinny when you already know that or do you have such bad vision it distorts you???? You KNOW you're skinny, and you KNOW you're pretty... Why do you say you're not???? >.<'
Anyways...
I hope I don't be like that once I lose (at least) these 10kg...

Wish me luck guys!!! :D

Sooooooo freaking long

Yes, yes... I know...
But it's not like I've been having any feedback here...
I keep my facebook pages active with makeup and nails. But my Youtube's channel has been a little put on the side. I have a few videos to edit, but I've been so damn lazy...
And recently I've re-discovered Xiaxue's blog, and I actually find her interesting and quite amuzing. I like how she's so frontal and honest about stuff. She's not even affraid that people will be mean to her. On that I got to admit I look up to her. And she's so cute!! (yes, I know she's done plastic surgery... I don't care. She's cute anyways. And if I had the money I would too...). She's somehow someone I wouldn't mind being lol. Seriously. I'd LOVE to have a life like hers... And to always have something to blog about (now that would be awesome to me)

So I've recently took the decision I should lose around 10kg... Yes it's quite a bit to lose just like that. I've found Blogilate's Youtube channel, and she's AMAZING! I got to say that I tried starting with her June calendar, but I almost DIED! I mean, I felt so weak and almost fainted at the third day...which was sad, and actually made me cry, because I realized how badly out of shape I am... My muscles can stand most of the pain the exercises give, but my lungs and heart somehow can't. It's obviously because I don't eat healthy, and yes... I should. Unfortunatly, healthy ain't always cheap (surprisingly, unhealthy is SO cheap it hurts...).
I'm trying to eat less carbs, and more proteine, more vegetables, a drink more water. I stopped drinking milk (I actually feel better without it... I should have stopped a long time ago). But I haven't yet composed myself from feeling sad about myself and get up and start the workout again. Cassie (blogilates) made a Beginner calendar for people like me. I already downloaded it, and I should just start it... But it seems I'm lazy enough to find a new excuse everyday to postpone the workout... Either "It's way too hot today" or "I just ate" or "I don't have time" or "it's too late"... Like, SERIOUSLY!!! I want to get thin and sexy and all...but apparently I don't want it enough? -_-
What do you guys (that workout, and had extra weight like me) did/do to keep yourselves motivated and to go against natural laziness??? What tactics (lol) did you use on yourself to not give excuses to yourself to not workout? What do you suggest? (and yes, getting up and move my fat ass is a start I know).

And right now it's like 2a.m. in here, it's 20ºC and even with a fan turned on I can't sleep coz it WAY too hot... geeez....

Oh!!! And tomorrow I'm going for my second session of my leg tattoo. I'm doing a bridal leg lace (or whatever it's called). It's SOOOOOO CUTE!!!
I'll post photos of it soon, and also the video of it being done. I think I'm kind of getting addicted to tatoos? I'm going for my third tatoo already, and I did my first in January... and believe me... it was the ongest 6h30 of my life of a tatoo (2 wings - one white other black. Yes, there's a meaning to it. But not going to explain now... maybe later.).

Also I've recently, and FINALLY found a hair stylist that agreed to dye my hair in a pastel color of my own choice. None here in my hometown accepted to do it, because I have long hair... Like... seriosuly???
And since she didn't have purple nor pink, I got violet (an in between both colors) on my old four colored hair. Yes, four colors... why? Because one year ago I dyied it myself in black, with a drugstore dye... worst thing EVER! Then later on December 2012 I managed to dye it in a cinnamon color to try to make it a whole color...not done well.... Then my hair stylist of that time bleached the ends of my hair (I think it's called the Callifornian Hair, or at least in here it's what t's called), and THEN I found my actual hairstylist that accepted the challenge of bleaching it all and turn it pink. Let me tell ya...it was HELL!!! That damned one year old black dye didn't want to leave!!!! I have all my hair (roots and where I first bleached and applied the cinnamon color) going from ash to platinnum blond (or white if you prefer), and the area where the black was still stuck on is of a light gold... The violet color looks like a mix of cotton candy pastel pink strands with some deep lavender on the roots and golden pink on where the black was. It actually looks nicer than what I thouht it would look like. But it'll look better next time! I'm going to order some Manic Panic dyes, and bleachers so I can keep my hair color and roots myself. Also I need to restock so good keratin products for my hair, good conditioners and shampoos...so yeah... ^^ It's going to be a little expensive, but totally worth it!
I feel like I came out of a fairy tale or something like that! I finally feel like I am ME with this look. It makes me youthful and cute, and with a brighter aura somehow. Which was what I as aiming for. And if you ask me, yes, Xiaxue was my main inspiration for this. Not the only inspiration, but probably the strongest. Thank you girl!

Aaaaaand I think I'll stop writting for this post...
In a few days I'll post more stuff and updates on my hair, tatoo, nails, makeup, and maybe, JUST MAYBE, an OOTD. ^^

xoxo!!!
See you next time!!!

It's been a month and a half since I last published (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand I know I promised myself I would keep this blog updated more often, but I actually didn't...
I went on a two week vacation for the first time in 3 years of work, and went out of my country also for the first time. I went to visit my boyfriend at Switzerland.
It's BEAUTIFUL!!!

Everything there was so magical and beautiful... I was just astonished  (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

And most recently I've been working with Hollywood Nails at a cosmetic exposition, the biggest in Portugal. I was AWESOME! I just loved it. I got to meet and work with great professionals, and I also met a lot of nice people there.

The Hollywood Nails team

And the nails I've done to the exposition. 

Everyone loved them and took pictures, it was so crazy!!!

Now I'm back home, and I'm resting a little, because tomorrow I'll hve to travel again, to take some courses on lashes extensions, and some other courses on nails, so I can start working at the Hollywood Nails academy as a Nail Instructor!!! I'm so excited!!! I've always wanted this!!!

I already took the nails off, because I completely ruined the nail art over the expo while working on other people's nail demos.

So here's my new set of nails now... I just LOVE them.

Well... That is all for now folks!
I won't be posting any ne tutorials for now, because I'm without a camera...so I can't record them...

But I'll try to not forget to keep this blog updated with nails and some makeup looks!!!

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